To
have a crush on someone is a “bizarre” thing for me. Why? Simply because I am not a sort of girl who
easily get rapt to men and it actually takes time for me to appreciate and like
someone. In all honesty, this is somewhat awkward for me because I am not used
to unfasten my private feelings especially about crushes, but somehow, I just
realize that this could be a big challenge for me to grasp at the same time, an
opportunity to share a piece of my being.
Well,
it’s certainly undeniable, whether we conceal it to others or not, it’s so
typical that each of us here admires a special person and he or she becomes
part of our lives. I, myself, I confess I have a crush on a nice-looking guy
with fair complexion (milky skin), pointed nose, rosy cheeks, red endearing
lips whom I think he’s out of my reach and he’s definitely just a part of my
so-called “fantasy”. He has an innocent serious look which makes me think that
he’s quite strict and mystifying. Usually, I get hooked to a guy who has an
exceptional aura of being “mysterious”. The mysterious identity of this guy
whom I admire caught my mischievous eyes for the way he appears ignites my
curiosity about his uniqueness and way of living makes me feel flabbergasted.
The other aspect which makes me like him is his naïve charming eyes with marks
of sleepless nights which divulge that he has a determination to be successful
in his chosen field and it also indicates how serious he is on his studies.
Other one is the upshot of losing weight has a good outcome to him because he
become more good looking and robust. Since my long time crush and I become
friends due to some unexpected magical instances, I am able to get acquainted
with him and we’ve build friendship. Because of our camaraderie, I have known
him for being humorous that he is fond of deceiving me with his jokes and he
will laugh at me every time I am tricked (but I find this trait of him cute),
he’s straight forward for he really express what’s inside his head, he’s
God-fearing and he has strong faith to God, he’s optimistic because no matter
how heavy his burdens in life are, he still manage to remind himself that he
can surpass the trials and giving up is not an option, he’s soft-hearted
because he usually get touched and teary-eyed to inspirational movies or
television dramas, he also easily get shuddered in delight to Koreanovelas
(the most recent he watches is Love Rain), he’s a concern citizen also for he
really care about our country, economic status, and he sometimes expresses how
he hate those awful people who corrupts and do bad deeds behind their decent
jobs, and lastly, he is also a loquacious type of guy if he’s comfortable with
you. All of this stuff I have mentioned about my crush makes me completely
amazed that I discovered a lot from him in which before, I just satisfy myself
looking and stealing a glance of him from a distance. Because of my
discoveries, the numerous queries in my mind that pops out every time I see him
has come to an end and I realize that by just a single blink of an eye, a
certain stranger become a part of my life.
Now
tackling about his personal life, he is the eldest in the family with two
younger brothers. Being the eldest, it reflects how responsible he is as an
individual. Another thing that makes me salute about him is despite his manly
structure, he does the dishes and other household chores and he is also
in-charge of his younger brothers every time his parents are not around. To
imagine all of this, my heart is moved by his simple actions. I find him an
ideal guy for he acts genuinely and responsibly. Indeed, no matter how simple
he is and everything he does, it mean a lot to me. That’s how fascinated I am
towards him behind our friendship and this feeling of mine will be forever
concealed.
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